*Coughs*
On a random thought, I signed in to this blog again after a very very long time. After all, the last post seems to be a little after Os and here I am today, a University student.
There's this song:
Little Mix Wings
Mamma told me not to waste my life
She said spread your wings my little butterfly
Don't let what they say keep you up at night
And if they give you shh...
Then they can walk on by
My feet, feet can't touch the ground
And I can't hear a sound
But you just keep on running up your mouth, yeah
Walk, walk on over there
'Cos I'm too fly to care, oh yeah
Your words don't mean a thing
I'm not listening
Keep talking, all I know is
(Chorus)
Mamma told me not to waste my life
She said spread your wings my little butterfly
Don't let what they say keep you up at night
And they can't detain you
'Cos wings are made to fly
And we don't let nobody bring us down
No matter what you say it won't hurt me
Don't matter if I fall from the sky
These wings are made to fly
'Huh huh'...
I'm firing up on that runway
I know we're gonna get there someday
But we don't need no ready steady go, no
Talk, talk turns into air
And I don't even care, oh yeah
Your words don't mean a thing
I'm not listening
Keep talking, all I know is
Mamma told me not to waste my life
She said spread your wings my little butterfly
Don't let what they say keep you up at night
And they can't detain you
'Cos wings are made to fly
And we don't let nobody bring us down
No matter what you say it won't hurt me
Don't matter if I fall from the sky
These wings are made to fly
I don't need no one saying hey, hey, hey, hey
I don't hear no one saying hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
You better keep on walking
I don't wanna hear your talking, Boy'd
You better keep on walking
I don't wanna hear your talking, Boy'd
Your words don't mean a thing
I'm not listening
They're just like water off my wings
Mamma told me not to waste my life
She said spread your wings my little butterfly
Don't let what they say keep you up at night
And they can't detain you
'Cos wings are made to fly
And we don't let nobody bring us down
No matter what you say it won't hurt me
Don't matter if I fall from the sky
These wings are made to fly
And we don't let nobody bring us down
No matter what you say it won't hurt me
Don't matter if I fall from the sky
These wings are made to fly...
Wings lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Have you ever felt like flying? I know I do. I want to fly, but perhaps, not desperately enough. Why? Because I believe, if you want something desperately enough, you will get it one there - regardless of the amount of time or the path that you take to get there.
The worst kind of behaviour one can have is probably the kind of laid-back attitude I've been having. There's so many people with passion for life out there, and they are amazing when they let their passion show and shine through. For me, I've taken what there is to take, but I've never fought for more. At most, I've wished and wished but it doesn't translate to actions. Because I don't know what I want in life, I've just gone on with the flow.
It's time to set some goals. To colour my life, even if it's a little. A step at a time and hopefully, at the end of next year, I'll see changes.
