Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I used to be a much more cheerful girl, till I suddenly just hit a down point in my life. Just lost myself. From then on, the days were not as bright.
Why not though? I am still who I used to be. Undeniably, life has changed. And it will continue to change. But I will face life's challenges with the strength from Lord Jesus. He will forever be my fortress and savior.
I am uncertain of myself, but I will test deep waters with Him! =)
I needed Jesus @ | 8:00 PM
*.* Random thoughts. *.*
Love, Fame, Wealth. Life revolves around all these. Just turn on your radio, how many songs that are being played is with regards to any of the 3 themes? What makes life a fulfilling one? One where the person has a wonderful lovelife, a wealthy life or an authoritative life?
I wonder.
Ideas, beliefs - what are these then? When and how do we judge whether one's ideas and beliefs are wrong? Is it in the case of the minority following the decision of the majority?
I wonder.
Character, a dangerous word often associated with stubborness.
I wonder.
Trust, faith - a case of the heart over the mind.
Mind VS Heart, each has their own advantages and disadvantages. So how do you know when to listen to which? And what happens when both refuses to speak?
I wonder.
A bleeding heart - a heart that bleeds for no reason, what's the cure for it?
I needed Jesus @ | 4:52 PM
In The Blink Of An Eye lyrics
You put me here for a reason
You have a mission for me
You knew my name and
You called it
Long before I learned to breathe
Sometimes I feel disappointed
By the way I spend my time
How can I further Your kingdom
When I'm so wrapped up in mine
In a Blink of an eye that is when
I'll be closer to You than I've ever been
Time will fly, but until then
I'll embrace every moment I'm given
There's a reason I'm alive for a blink of an eye
And though I'm living a good life
Can my life be something great?
I have to answer the question
Before it's too late
Cause in a Blink of an eye that is when
I'll be closer to You than I've ever been
Time will fly, but until then
I'll embrace every moment I'm given
There's a reason I'm alive for a blink of an eye
If I give the very best of me
That becomes my legacy
So tell me what am I waiting for?
What am I waiting for?
In a Blink of an eye that is when
I'll be closer to You than I've ever been
Time will fly, but until then
I'll embrace every moment I'm given
In a Blink of an eye that is when
I'll be closer to You than I've ever been
Time will fly, but until then
I'll embrace every moment I'm given
There's a reason I'm alive for a blink of an eye
I needed Jesus @ | 10:55 PM
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Thanksgiving time! Stepped down from cca today. Its a mixture of emotions, just like last Saturday. The end of something is always the beginning of another. I understand, I know. I learn, I grow.
Thank you to all my CCA mates! You all were there for me throughout the whole thing. The memories, the times we had, the photographs we took. All these, will remain as a beautiful chapter in my life. I love you guys, really. Without all of you, cca would have been completely different.
Thank you to all of my juniors (dear photographers!)! All of you were wonderful. Thank you for the notes that you all wrote! I'm sorry for all the last minute duties and I'm very very grateful for those who were still willing to take up these duties!
Thank you to Mr Tang, Mr Wong and Mdm Pok. You all were the reason why I was able to grow and learnt so many new things. I've gained valuable exposures and experiences in all these things and I'm indeed grateful for all these.
Thank you to all my classmates and friends, who tried to cheer me up these few days. I'll be ok soon, I promise =)
Thank you Lord, for staying by my side 24/7. Hug me close and draw me near.
I needed Jesus @ | 10:03 PM
Sometimes, I really feel like fast forwarding my life. I wonder how God actually views me. How am I in a third party's point of view? Almost 16 years, and if I were to have the honour to see Him face to face, I'll have nothing to say. Saddening, but its the truth. Maybe its time to wake up and start serving him.
Lord, you've asked me before, if I was willing. Seriously, I'm not sure. I gave you my word though, and I will try if it is your will. Noone will be able to take place in my heart Lord. You are my everything now. 因为在人群中的我，再你的眼里，从未消失过。
I needed Jesus @ | 9:56 PM
I was stupid during Primary school. Seriously. Now I understand better what's going on. I don't think that came from a 11 years old.
Oh well, thats just something for myself so all you readers out there can just ignore it =)
THE YES WE CAN PROJECT IS OVER! I won't have to wash cans again! And I'll definitely have more free time to do my homework and all. But I got to say, a big part of me still can't let go of that. After all the hours that everyone put in, the bonds formed and all are undeniable. The resutls of our hard work - we ourselves could feel it.
Great job to everyone! Seriously, this whole project was simply awesome. And I really gotta take my hat off to some people. Do rest well! Especially those who stayed overnight. I thought taking down the cans were ok, that I won't be sad as long as the memories stayed. As long as the lessons learnt were not forgotten. I was wrong.
After all these hard work, the cans project had a part in my heart. And it feels empty now that its over. There's a lot of things I would like to say, many thank yous. 1st thank you will be to Mr Tang. His support and prescene made things possible. Thank you to the organising committee too, you guys made it! Thank you to the working crew too, for choosing to take part in this project! Thank you to those who replied my sms-es, you all made a difference in my day. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
I needed Jesus @ | 8:11 PM
迷失的心，又要如何把她找回来？在毫无目标的漫游下去，到底该怎么办才好。
I needed Jesus @ | 10:44 PM
Those who really cares, cares. Those who don't, don't.
I needed Jesus @ | 10:34 PM
