Witnessed a quarrel between 2 young boys around... Primary 3? 4? just a few days ago. The fight simply started with the 1 of the guys playing the nitendo DS that belonged to the other guy without asking for permission. After which, one of them got angry, pushed the other guy's bicycle and walked off. Seeing this, an adult followed the boy out as he just kept on walking. To where? I have no idea.

Really makes me wonder. Primary school. It seems such a long way back then. But hey, its not. Its only... 5 years ago? Things haven't changed that much, it seems. They would probably make up and be friends again in a few days' time. Who knows? They might even have 'patched up' even as I am typing this.

Noone can force you to do what you don't want to. Noone will. Each and everyone of us have the freedom to make that choice. And each and everyone of us have to take up responsibility for that choice. I have chosen, to just follow the Lord. He has plans for me. I believe.

Very thankful for my religion (I know I've said this many times). I can imagine how I am like without God. A totally opposite me. A temper many times worse. If it wasn't for his love, I would be a hot-headed rebellious teenager. I do feel like rebelling at times. The stubborness and unwillingness to change. Yet, He is the only one who can change that.

When you think that noone understands, you'll be surprised to find out that He does. He loves you and me. No matter how you are, no matter who you are.

Lord, I wanna come before you smiling, not crying.