Do I look like a murderer o.O Cos the sec 1s said I looked like 1! hahahaha. Hmmmm, maybe that's one aspect to consider XD


4th week of lessons already... Time is still zooming past. Sometimes, I really wonder what I'm doing, watching life go past like that. But at other times, all I can ask is, what else can I do? Every step requires energy.


Really, sometimes its really not good to get yourself involved into too many things. This's where you apply "ignorance is bliss". Walking down this path of life, with patches of darkness. Yet, what is this compared to so many out there? I see the victims of the Haiti earthquake struggling so hard for their lives. Yet, the blessed me is yearning to give up.


Give up - this 2 words is indeed very alluring. No matter what though, I still know that deep deep down, I won't and can't. I don't deserve to. So many others out there with an even more unfortunate fate are facing life with a smile. I can't.

Taking baby steps. Christian music brings me back to where he resides, letting me find a calm spot to hide from all the things happening in my life.