Ok, so I shall post about Media Leadership Camp here! =DD

Went to Media camp after SL intensive camp was dismissed so was kinda tired. Thanks to Xiu Wei and Dawn for buying me my lunch! ;D Went back to bunk and they did a bag search. After which we gathered in the asthetics room and did introduction, name droppers, puzzle (teamwork) and perceptives. My group was fun! We zi-highed there =D Hehe. I think it was kinda due to lack of sleep where I'll either be very high or very 'seh' XD

But at least our group's words were logically crap! (Kinda...? Hehe) The mystery case got me a bit blur I think. Hahas, but tyvm to Irdianty for being there! The second day was spent at East Coast park (morning) where we all either got burnt or sunburnt! The difference lies in that you either become chao da (like me) or as red as a cooked lobster/prawn ;D I think our team did a great job! Esp Bernard and Edel who stayed and built for the longest!

After which we had lunch and had to make our way back to school by ourselves. Almost everyone slpt on the bus ride besides yu hui and si wei who were zi-highing there. Hahas. Then arrived back in school and spent a further 1h? 2h? or so looking for Mr Tang! In the end he was in the recycling room! ...

The station games were *thumbs up* I liked them! =D Though I think it will be the first and last time I touch worms of ANY kind. So 'lucky' of me! Btw the seniors have a very... interesting way of waking people up! *winks at girls in the same bunk as me* I apologise for being quiet at times cos I was a little tired =P I think the appreciation thing is nice! Hehe.

Media Camp made me think a lot too, though about different stuff. Thks to Mr Tang for talking to us too. Media Club made me learn and grow alot too. I don't know if I appear to be an outspoken leader, cause I think I'm always pretty quiet during SL camps or something... Haven't really found myself yet, and I still don't understand myself many a times. I don't know what kind of leadership style I have, or if I have any at all. Hopefully, I'll figure out more of that in the near future...

I came to realise that I act differently with different groups of people, which made me wonder who is the 'real' me. Maybe, just maybe, there's no 'real' me. I'm made up of the different sides of me. Xiu Wei, Dawn, Kayying would have seen a different side to me when they went to HK's Ocean park with me! (Esp Xiu Wei! =D) Maybe, this is all part of growing up. Maybe I would never really understand myself. But no matter what, I am still me. Imperfect, hot-tempered as I may be.

What I do know is, I'm really thankful for the different group of people in my life who supported me and saw me through the downs in my life. Be it in church, CCA, SLB, class, I have great friends surrounding me and encouraging me. Really wanted to saw a big thank you to everyone of you!

I lost 2kg! Rawrs!

Lord, I'm sorry for not keeping to my promise of going on a mission trip this year. I will go next year. Really really will. Thank you for casting light in my life when I most needed it yet again. I will lie in your arms, till forever ends. I love you.