Identitiy Crisis? Been asking around recently, trying to find something to define myself. Who am I? That's the question I wanted to find the answer to. Realised how little I actually knew about myself. How little I understood myself.

Wanna thank all those who kindly answered my random questions XD To say the truth, I'm still searching for the 'real' me. Knowing or not, I realised that I started being defensive since the beginning of this year. Defensive of myself. Why? I don't know. Maybe its just that I was afraid, afraid to get hurt, afraid of the truth.

Its not easy to change, especially when I'm so used to it that I do it sub-consciously. I've built up defences and walls. Things that I think would keep me from being hurt. Running away was one of them. I avoided as many things as I could. Its true, running/avoidance don't solve anything. In the end, I still have to face everything.

Thinking with my heart is not easy, not after my brain got so used to being in automated mode. Gonna break out of the 'politically correct' answers. =)
Tear away everything and behind all these, its just a simple 15 year old girl who is afraid to step out into the world, a 15 year old girl with alot of uncertainties.