Today wasn't excatly a good day. It started off ok, with me picking number 6 for the english ATT presentation. Had a emergency drill for total defence day and sat in the field for like an hour under the hot sun. It was a free suana session! Wonder if I lost weight...

After that was feeling so sticky and tired. SS didn't really enter my brain. Thankfully most of the things can be found inside the textbook, meaning that I can revise myself. After that went to help Ming En with her BIO stuff. Went out with her to buy things and was kinda hyper.

Went to meet up with the chinese teachers about the chinese debate thingy. Ain't gonna elaborate about this. To simply put it, I might be chosen. Almost cried on the spot. Suddenly everything was like crashing down on me. Something that I never thought would happen. Chinese isn't excatly my strong subject and the extra committement was just a little too much. Especially a committement which I didn't even think of taking up before. I think Mr Tang saw me red-eyed and went easy on me.

What is left to do is pray and do my best. There's nothing to it now but leave it to God. Nowadays too many things are far beyond my means, though I strongly believe that through God, I WILL pull through, no matter what. Anyway, the teacher may be right, who knows. I gotta give it a shot no matter what. Gonna start on homework and research now.

P.S. Vivian, muz take care of yourself!
P.S.S I apologise to Ryan and Yevtte due to bad mood just now and anyone else whom saw me in my bad mood.
P.S.S.S For those of you who are concerned, I'm thank you. However, I am ok now. Guess I my brain juz couldn't process it on the spot. Things are better after I calmed down and give it some thought. I guess I'm just like that. =D

Lord, I need you. NEED.